Oh, how I love this week. -_-

1. Allegory Project.
2. SAT's (which I haven't even studied for, yet.)
3. Math Test, Thursday.
   
4. Spanish Essay and quizzes.
   
5. Finish reading Chronicle of a Death Foretold
6. Chem Test Friday.
   

OMGAH, junior year end already.

p.s. There's only so much that I can handle, the rest I leave up to You..

Just got back from Vegas! &.. it went well. Congrats to Cousin Ryan and Michelle. They had their wedding and reception at Bellagio. Super nice there. Hahahaha, the reception though......hilarious. With my drunk family at the reception. My dad jerking and getting hyphy in the hyphy circle. HAHA wtf. More drunk uncles, aunts, and cousins and then later that night was more drunk cousins who wouldn't shut the eff up. Haha, only in Vegas.

Besides that, got $100 to spend :) I got black laced tights, gold and cream shoulder purse, three dresses, and two shirts for $50. Yee wuddup! Dollar sale at Buffalo was shit, but at least I found a jersey from AA and a floral tank top for a dollar each. Whoooo. Sorry, I'm just excited cause I haven't gone shoppingshopping since like January. Hahah.

Well, here's the pics from my shitty camera. I'll wait for other's. Hahaha.







Grownup Cocktail Party. Haha




Drunkkkkkk.


My cousin put me with this table. Hahaha -_- What an FML moment.


Bellagio


Like father, like son. Haha actually taking a pic?!


I guess, my uncle just wanted a pic. Haha

Almost ending!

So..I've realized that school is almost coming to an end :) Thank yoooou, cause I am getting LAZY.
and..hello Vegas for the weekend. I don't know why I'm excited. I usually hate Vegas. But I'm skipping school Friday, when all my homework is due. Hehe.

So slowly beginning to love my single life. Yet, at times, I sit here bored out of mind, wanting a boyfriend. Whatevs though. High school is seriously a trip. I see girls in class talk about new boyfriends they got, swear they have a new one like every 2 months. What's the use of having a boyfriend if they're only gonna stick around for so long? Wouldn't you rather be content knowing that you won't have to have your heart broken over and over and over again? Foreals, never let your mind rule your heart and vice versa. Not worth it!

P.S.

hahahahahaha :)

Too lazy.

Okay, I lied. I'm too lazy to post up pictures. Maybe on a boring day, I will :)

But for now.. some "soul food" that justtt might be needed for some :)

Love your abjection. If you are humble, peaceful, gentle, confident in the midst of darkness and powerlessness; if you don't lose patience and are not overly concerned with yourself, if you don't worry about everything that brings you pain, but embrace all your crosses with a steady heart, honestly and firmly, if not cheerfully, being content with staying in the spiritual darkness that heaven sends you, then you will love your abjection.

good weekend.

On friday, was the rally. I'm pretty sure the only reason i loved that rally was because of The Push (well, only red cardigan). Hahaha t-t-teach me how to jerk. Fools were CUTE. Then stayed forever at yearbook...yearbook car going home. HAHA. Thank you Richmond. Got homes, went out with Pauline and Jeff to pass by this party in WestCovina. Boringest thing in life, but I saw everyone there so that's prolly the only positive thang about that. Saturday was Youth Rally! Good turn out this year. Shoutouts to MHCC thoughhh!

I will post up piiics, when I am done with this Spanish homework :(

Yesterday was my bestfriend's birthday! No pics because my camera didn't even have the battery in it :( But t'was chill, my plans for her were a kind of success. I called every one the night before to see if they were down to go eat sushi. Haha. Took forever, but whateva her birthday. So yeah, Alfred pick meh up, picked Elyssa and Dean up, and then went to ghettoass Domo.. then we were like eff this. So, we went to Akasaka, fail, no money. Then to Coconut Bay, success :) Cutes. Bill was CHEAP. Fasho. $39 for six people, cheap!

Anywho, I am currently watching 13 going 30, super cute movie. Jennifer Garner is so full on life. Makes me wanna go back to the care-free days of elementary school :( Boo.

Well, doesn't this just get harder and harder as the days go by? It's really hard to put up a front. Really hard. After that whole breakdown, I realized how pathetic I am with being single. Sometimes I find myself counting the days since November. Maybe because I wanna see how far I've come and really grown from this? Or really believe that it's never gonna be the same? I have no clue why I do this, but I realize I shouldn't.

The more I try to be your "friend," the more I see... that what we had was all a joke. A big joke, actually. Never would I have thought that 'us' would just turn into 'I don't wanna talk to you.' I swear until this very day, that I'm still tryna convince myself that my 2 and half years with you was a mere experience, but I really can't help but see it as one fucking lie. Like damn, 5 months into the single life, and you're set...Fuck, Alyssa.

Then again on the flip side... what am I doing.
Hell no, should I be caring about you.
Hell no. I will not let this get in the way of everything I could have right now.
I swear... I will continue to tell myself I am better than this....

Mmmm...jacuzzi. Chill day to end spring break with my fellow Diamond Bar loves :)


BYE SPRING BREAK 09... Let's bring on summer!

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As for you..maybe, it's time for you to take a sip of your own damn medicine.

So I still fucking love Spring Break :) My favorites Marie and Elyssa came over and BlogTVed it. Tryna jerk and singing for creepers. HAHA, lovessss it. Today I randomly hit up bestfriend asking if she wanted to go with me to Knott's with my fam, and she said yes, so Knott's it was. I felt old being there, I don't know why, maybe cause I haven't been there since the 8TH GRADE. Disneyland > Knott's any day though. Knott's is just ugly. Ghostrider however though... screaming and laughing at the same time on a roller coaster....so ugly! Hahahah!



Oh, look hehe, I'm SO NICE huh :)


kay BAH!

A Little Bit of This...

clean my room please.

Buh anyways...spring break is finally here, and I'm so excited just to finally relax from all the crap at school. I'm getting lazier when it comes to school, anyway. Anywho, spring break has goooone guuuh so far :)

On Friday, I went to Danielle and Alex's dinner thing at Coconut Bay and saw all those little Walnut, West Covina cuties that I haven't seen inna while. Missed them. I chilled with Elyssa, Marie, Andy, Revin, JR, and Danielle after since other fools bounced.. Whateva I'm a true friend :) Oh, and LEFT MY GLASSES AT REVIN'S -_-

Lets see...Saturday, Jeff picked me up to go to WOD. (Yay thank you for the ticket, btw!) I met up with Pauline and Godfrey later on, and I swear I saw everyone there..! Including Jon squared selling shirts, tryna holla at every girl they pass by, dummmies! Mmm.. oh and I saw my hero, Rino! hehe, and got a pic with the cutie Pat Lam!.. even though I don't care about SoReal, but fool's a cutie.

Sunday...was spent at church selling Youth Rally tickets for a bit then visiting grandma in the hospital. Pray for her please. and today.. I'm cleaning out my closet and attempting to clean my room...I'm thinking about selling some clothes. Maybe, maybe not. And I think Elyssa is coming here right now to unbore me.


Kay the end, this blog is too long.

I'll post pics up of the weekend when I ain't lazy.