i was reading my old blogspot. and OH MY. i am so proud of myself. i've come a long way in my 'recovery'. in those old blogs i was talking about how i would feel low forever, and hello, not anymo :] it's crazy looking at those cause now when i look at them, it's just like deyum time really does fly. through a matter of these past few months, i've learned so much more about myself and what's around me. i'm just really learning to be a patient person. all i've ever known in highschool was focusing on another person, but now it's finally time to focus on myself. last weekend was what really made me realize how far i've come, and what i should make of myself. thank you God, thankyouthankyou.


"Do not get discouraged when you fall; cheer up with renewed confidence and deeper humility. Making you lose heart and patience after falling into error is a device of the enemy and it amounts to admitting defeat and giving into him."