on my tippy toes

we got our senior classes today. shhhooooot, high school is going by fast. i don't wanna go through all the college preparation with apps and SAT's. not yet, not yet :(

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so i am taking a break from studying for SAT's and i'm watching cowbelles with the cutie that aly is with :) hehe.





random blurbs.
1. dude, the situation with me and you...is turning out okay. jealousy isn't even worth my time. i know i'm back and forth with you, but i guess it's just another process i have to go through. haha, y'know the little stages of breakups? (gay, i know)...well, i reached the last, hopefully. it's weird how this week i haven't even thought of talking to you. i keep wondering why my mind and my thoughts don't lead to you as much as before. it's strange, but it's a good feeling.

2. you guys got my back, always. love you sisters..even though we've all gone our seperate ways kinda since middle school.

3. "dancing in september, never was a cloudy day"

4. highschool wouldn't be highschool without ya, thanks :)

5. I MISS YOUUU. the old you though :\ but s'okay, change is inevitable right?..maybe it'll change back to the cute days of talking about boys and doing nails again and eating all day. heh. junior year changes a lot.

6. sometimes, you really know how to discourage me, even if i'm doing my best. i know i'm not perfect, and i feel like you put me on blast a lot.. i don't know what good it does to make me feel lower to you sometimes ...idk you're always trying to prove me wrong, somehow.. well.. whatayvs, i'll continue to act like i don't care