"A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. 'Never leave that 'til tomorrow,' he said, 'Which you could do today.' This is the man who discovered electricity. You’d think more of us would listen to what he had to say. I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d say it had a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure. Fear of pain. Fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you’re wrong. What if you make a mistake you can’t undo. Whatever it is we're afraid of, one thing holds true. That by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it. It can feel like we're carrying around a giant tumor. And you thought I was speaking metaphorically."
-Meredith, Grey's Anatomy

i miss that show.

anyway, nothing new happening today :[ i just have a lot of time on my hands today. happy birthday to elyssssssa marcelo! i'm glad to have shared 5 years of my life with you, from our 6th grade choir days to 11th grade...hahaha ohmy, we have grown. i am telling you we need to see N.E.R.D. this weekend for your birthday ;)

yesterday i signed up for a scholarship from best buy, but i doubt i'll get it. i mean seriously 1/10000000 people and only 1000 people get chosen. good grades and good community service? all i put down was a 3.75 and 250 hours of community service. WHATEVA.

setting things straight

i cannot and will not make you a priority of my life.

tumtums

my tumtums hurts. so i figured out why i've been so emo all week, it was all pms. HAH. yeah rene, so you can stop being mean about how i was all week. (btw, miss you bestfriend). but anyways, i should be studying right now for my history test, but i ain't. cus. i'm lazy.

eh yesterday was alright, cept my driving instructor killed my day. she only makes me feel worse about how much i suck at driving. "if you made as many good decisions as you did bad, you'd be one good driver." okay bitch, i know i suck, i've only been driving for a month -_- haha whatever. two more sessions with her and i don't have to deal with her anymore. after, topher picked me up. visited bestfriend, went to lollicup, got boba. went to the youth rally meeting for a bittt, saw some old faces, and new faces :) then went with marie and krystal to westcovina for crisselle's birthday :) aw it was like a confirmation class reunion: uhlissuh, crisselle, alfred, bestfriend, jeanelle and me. cuuuuuute. her fams is cute too. then back to diamond bar with mahhhree.

school tomorrow though.